Do you ever look into the mirror and wonder “Who Am I?” (or is that just me?)
I think I am an assortment of moments, experiences and goals.
I am not the person I was last year, nor am I the same as the person I will be next year.
It is hard when others have their own preconceived views on who you are, especially when those views are false.
I have spent way too many moments of my life worrying about what others think or say about me.
With the complete upheaval of my life last year, I was forced to change some of my way of thinking, and a few of my approaches to life.
Something had to change.
I noticed I was stepping out of my comfort zone more often when I stopped fearing so much about others views.
A lot of the same things still scared me, yet I was able to find the real relief of doing things that I had never thought I could or should do.
I also had to take a long hard look at my internal voice.
It was truly shocking what my personal views about my self were, the daily internal dialogue was just down right negative. I would beat myself up, put myself down and tear my own personality apart.
Who needed enemies when I lived with myself?!
It has been a long road.
It will still be a big journey.
Life is just that.
I still don’t have an answer to the question “Who Am I?”
It really depends on the day you are asking.
Only now the answers are much more positive.